And I shall miss your smile more than anything
I shall cry...
And meet them briefly.
And go to the Fringe panel.
Also Adam Baldwin will be there. And there will be a Futurama panel. -faints-
I’ve started watching Firefly and Castle.
Well, I need something to distract me from my sadness once Chuck is finished.
As a fan of all three, I welcome you to Firefly and Castle, as well as join you in mourning over Chuck.
Well at least I think he was. I don’t remember the dream too clearly. However I am certain that he wasn’t in it the way I would have liked him to be in it.
Josh Radnor is a hottie and there is nothing anyone can say that will make me think otherwise. He just seems like such a sweetheart. And he’s attractive. And I just… unf.
Anyway, back to the dream. We were walking somewhere and I remember him saying ”it’s a major _________”. So me- being the total nerd, even in my sleep- saluted and said Major _________ right back. (I don’t remember what he said. At this point I’m lucky that I remembered I had a dream at all.)
When I dream, I never dream about things I like. At times I’ve even tried to think about Peter Bishop right before I go to sleep in hopes that I’ll dream of him that night. (It’s Peter Bishop guys. Who wouldn’t want Peter Bishop in their dreams? Doing… ahem… things.) Usually this does not work out in my favour.
So the fact that I dreamed of Ted last night has to mean something. It wasn’t a sexual dream or anything (though it would have been okay if it had been), it was just the two of us walking and enjoying each other’s company. Man this is making me come across as really sad and desperate. Though that’s probably true, I liked it.
I think, deep down, I truly, honest to god, want a guy like Ted. I know I drool over guys like Joshua Jackson, Nathan Fillion, and Zachary Levi because they portray characters that are good guys but have that streak of badassness to them. But Josh Radnor’s character (and Josh himself) are genuinely sweet. Not that the actors listed above nor their characters aren’t either- there’s just something achievable about Ted. Or at least I would like to believe I could have a guy like him. I realize he’s a TV character so of course the writers can make him perfect. I mean they made his character ‘flaws’ so damn adorable.
And it would be awesome to find a guy who just wants to fall in love, meet a girl, and start a family. Plus, he treats each girl he’s interested in properly. TV why must you create PERFECTION. Ted is such a hopeless romantic- that probably never happens in real life. I’m secretly one myself.
Yet sometimes I find myself rolling my eyes because something was too fluffy and/or cute. So when I claim I want a guy like Ted, I’m worried that maybe I’m just a total hypocrite and wouldn’t know that the guy in front of me is the exact thing I claimed to want. (Not that anything like that has happened, or ever would.)
Oh internet, your anonymity makes it easier to believe you don’t judge me and/or people like me.
Well, I think that’s enough with my psychotic ramblings. BACK TO STUDYING. 2 more finals. I WILL KICK THEIR ASSES.